Posted by on January 7, 2016

Warrior - verseWhen I started writing this post, the coming year looked promising and plump. And then I had a very bad day …

I started writing this blog a few weeks ago. The original version was full of hope and promise and two whole paragraphs on living your life with intention and purpose. Since then, however, my optimistic, half-full, warrior attitude took a pitiful turn toward me being a failure and thinking I’ll never be where I want to be.

That’s not the inspiring post I was shooting for.

Donuts my daughter got me to cheer me up on my bad day.

Donuts my daughter got me to cheer me up on my bad day.

All that hope and intentional life stuff loses some of its steam in the face of books being returned and feeling like I’m no different from the thousands of other wannabes who are having a hard time rising above the fold. My circumstances got to me. That hope I wrote so emphatically about earlier got watered down by the cold, hard facts (and numbers) of my writing career.

And that brings me back to my word for the year. The whole point of this activity was to put something out there as a reminder—a frame. The Word of the Year should point you toward where you want to go, not where you can’t be.

I thought about just forgetting the whole word thing, but then I wouldn’t have a blog to post, and that would start the domino effect of failure, and despite the fact that I don’t feel so optimistic about my writing career, I will press on. Besides, isn’t part of the point of having a word for the year to give yourself a reminder that no matter what your current circumstances are, you should keep moving forward?

Warrior Word of 2016So here goes. I’ve landed on a word that doesn’t really feel like me, and I wonder if it will ever really apply to how I approach life, but it’s something I want to be … it’s something that kind of scares me, and it’s something that I am not so sure how to achieve, but here goes—my word for 2016 is WARRIOR because though I stumble and tire, I don’t want to give up the fight.

How about you? What will your word of 2016 be?

 

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Christine

My word would be succeeder.

David Brannock
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My word for 2016 is TRUST.

Mary Beth, you are one of my favorite bloggers. You are so humble and honest. Your heart really shines through your caring words. I hope I can make it to Blue Ridge this year so we can sit at the same table sometime and catch up.

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Mary Beth ..love this blog and I love your writing …always feel like you are speaking directly to me.Pondered all night what my one word could be to describe what I want for me this year……after much thought…I …like you picked a word that has never been me but would love to try and incorporate into all corners of my life .My word for 2016 is MOTIVATED …..just writing it scares me that I won’t succeed.But I am going to try one step at a time ….

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Mary Scro

My word this year is BOLDNESS, meaning I don’t fear anything Jesus would not fear, and I love and forgive deeply from the heart even when my flesh is hurting. I just finished a book by Ted Dekker called Outlaw, and the timing was perfect for me to read it. I had already chosen my word and the book confirmed it in a different way. Yes, when God calls you to be a warrior, the arrows will start flying your way. This blog is a perfect example of how you pick up your shield of faith and say, “NO, I… Read more »

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